All the same?

Assalamu 3alaykum

It's been a while hasn't it? SubhanAllah I kind of neglected my blogspot unfortunately :( I will try and keep in touch more often inshaAllah.

Alot has happened since my camping trip, that was the last time I seem to have posted. I won't get into too many details but it has gotten quite depressing. I'm starting to give up, are there any people out there who actually care how they might make others feel.

Over the past month or so, I have seen so much hypocrisy and deciet, enough to make you give up on ever wanting to meet someone. Particularly, some1 you would hope to spend the rest of your life with. It seems many guys these days really don't know what they want. Yes, one of the main things I'm referring to at the moment, is marriage. We look at certain people and think, MashaAllah and put a huge stamp on them with "Marriage Material" written all over them. But what we think is marriage material, is really the opposite & some1 who you would have never really given much thought could turn out to be more ideal.

What's the world coming too? A girl has to do so much to actually be noticed in a crowd, or it is just the world I'm living in that all this is occurring? The guys just want to flirt and the girl is left as the victim in all of it. She is let go of as soon as the dude gets bored of her and thinks somewhere out there he will find a more "suitable" spouse. Maybe go overseas? They are more "pure" there, and they won't be intimidated by them. It's really sad or should I say pathetic? I really don't know anymore..

Oh god, this is nothing! If I really wanted to start on this topic I would be talking till I was 50!

Alhamdulilah always, I am always confident everything happens for a reason. Allah has wisdom in all His plans, and we all only truely understand it later on in life. Yalla I think I need some SLEEP! hehe

Take care all - Wassalam